I Caved

So...........

I went out, got drunk and was molested by this old man last night......

Yes, I know, I shouldn't have drunk.

I could have driven to the party, I could have saved myself, but no! I shunned Sober Sally and welcomed the straight vodka shots my crazy friend was flying my way.

But it was so much fun!!!!

The best night. I have so many photos I want to share, but I don't want to fill up my entire blog with 'pics from last night'.. or do I? I might. (haha)

It was supposed to be a quiet night in. After England shocked the nation on friday night and had me sitting there, sober, with a bunch of moody drunken twats, I wasn't exactly RARING to go the night after. However... it was Al's birthday (I was only invited to this event because the man I am seeing is Al's good friend... hehe) However, all of my friends ended up joining!

You had Freeman, Jo, Abbie, Jendog, G.. it was a party!

And well, I caved!

And I caved with a crash.

p.s. Just thought I'd mention that there weren't any cupcakes at this party!

Not even cake!

What is wrong with men?

(now for the PICS of the evening!)

Snorting spirits, as you do?????

Idiots

Me and best friend, Jo

Surely you are intrigued about the brief mention of a NEW MAN,

well.. he is in this photo, but I ain't telling you who he is, hehee.

Me and G, AKA cousin, who also happens to be my best friend, funny huh.

(also, take note of my half straightened hair!!! YES, I made a big effort)

Rowdy Bus journey, as ever

Piggy Back Battles (bums out, great look)

gettin' low in da club

Anna AKA Head Girl of my school (old school even, weird!)

She was completely responsible for the drunk photos at the top of this post..

This woman is the funnest thing alive, I have a lot of love for her!

Somebody make this devil juice illegal!

Sigh...... I'm glad to get that great evening off my chest.

It was great.

Today though, i'm feeling a little down. Of course it's to be expected on Father's Day when your Father is indeed, dead. Sorry to be blunt, I am in a blunt kind of mood. But it's just pretty shit when everybody is celebrating the great beings that are Dads, when all I can do is just stare at an old photograph and try to remember my dad's voice and what he always used to say to me and the last time I ever made him a card celebrating how great he was.

I really miss that silly old man.

And to make matters worst, I dropped my sister off at the airport today as she flies off to Italy to start a 5 week trip around Europe!!! Festivals and freedom. I hate saying goodbye, it makes me feel sick and panicky, like i'll never see her again.. but I'm just being a tad melodramatic now.

I'm sorry to put such a downer on such a happy post!!

I felt that it was necessary for me to get that down though.

Happy Father's Day (for all you Britons, anyhow)

Happy Blogging

The vitals - if you want to know me a little better.

• My name used to be Cairen Beau (said like Keiron) until I changed it to India (because everybody calls me that, even my GCSE's and A LEVELS are under that name - dammit).
• My mum left my dad when I was 13.
• My dad committed suicide just after my 16th birthday.
• I have a sister, she's 21 and the greatest.
• I don't live with my mum, not because we don't get on, we really do, but because I don't like change. (I stay with her once a week)
• I live with my auntie and uncle. (They're in their 70's)
• My dad left behind my house, which is small and right by the sea. My sister and I live there together when she comes back from uni and I sometimes stay there on weekends with my friends. (it's a great escape)
• I tend to have long term relationships (I've had two) and I'm not very good at playing the field. (Although I think it's about time I did)
• I have a small obsession (okay, a LARGE obsession) with documenting things. Every event, since I can remember, I have snapped it up with a camera. (People refer to me as 'the girl with the camera' - maybe I should have called my blog that?)
• I am going to do English at Edinburgh University (but all I really want to do is photography)
• My favourite food in the entire world is cheese and I also adore ketchup (not together... though I bet that tastes good)
• I would call myself a perfectionist (note how I just lurrrve the bullet points)
• 3 of my best friends, i've had since I was 4.
• I plan to go travelling around the world next year (Thailand, China, India, Vietnam, Indonesia, New Zealand... but that is a whole other post)

To be continued...